Chloe's Last Days

Well, mom is taking Chloe to the SISCA. I have a hard time believinge they will take her but who knows. Dad talked her about letting me take care of Chloe's financial needs but she still insisted that we half to to get rid of her. But all I ever hear is how expensive she is and yet I cant' keep her if I offer to pay for everything???? As usual, I am missing something and I will never understand. I have a feeling she is going to get put down not because she is a mean dog or suffering from illness but because she is expensive and nobody wants her. After this, I am through having an animal of my own. If I do it will be a cat but it want be while I'm living in this house. Its not worth to get a attach to her, be expected to feed her and take her out all the time, but not being able to have a say in whether she lives or dies. I dont' know how I am going to deal with this on top of everything else. I have loss so much in the last couple of months. How much more is God going to ask me sacrifice until he is satisified or says enough she had all she can handle.